Connor's lost all his memories, and I think he might need to talk to someone who's a lot more familiar to his world than... I am.
[ Much as that hurts. Much as there is a reason this is in text because she can't the sound of her own voice when it's going to crack. Connor needs her more than she needs to break down over the idea of something like this. ]
See you soon. Jacob's already with him, so he's starting to settle.
[ But she needs to get away from him, she knows that, as much as it hurts. He doesn't want her around. With Jacob and Charles, things will be much better for him. ]
The memory orbs. Like the one that got me. The last thing he seems to remember is Earth? It's why I'm seeming to upset him so much. Don't think I am not a normal part of the scenery for Earth at the best of times.
People who can talk to him about Earth are probably what he needs right now.
[ That statement seems so wrong. Connor, upset by Angel? She's been a constant for him for so long, something dear and irreplaceable.
What is it like, when they lose these little pieces of themselves? The family they've built along their way? Sadly, it probably doesn't feel like anything at all. How can you miss what you've never known? ]
Only... only if he wants to remember. If he doesn't want to then... then I won't force him, you know? He... he's so driven right now. All he wants is to go home and do something he knows to be really important.
I don't think I have the right to take that from him...
I guess. You guys can tell him everything, and then he can pick. It's important he gets to pick. I always want him to have a choice, about everything. I won't be...
Just... if we can find a cure for this. He... he has to want it, too. That's is what's most important. Whatever I am feeling... it doesn't matter, as long as he gets to pick what he wants.
[ It's too much, and it's too complicated, and she can't work out how she feels. Only that it hurts, her heart hurts from wanting him so much, to want to comfort him when he was so worried, but - he didn't want her. He didn't trust. He took nothing from her without deep and unending suspicion. ]
He wouldn't even listen to me. I had to kick a door off his hinges to make him pay attention and not walk away from me. Whatever he wants right now, it's not being here.
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Connor's lost all his memories, and I think he might need to talk to someone who's a lot more familiar to his world than... I am.
[ Much as that hurts. Much as there is a reason this is in text because she can't the sound of her own voice when it's going to crack. Connor needs her more than she needs to break down over the idea of something like this. ]
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[ Obviously the situation is dire, and if she needs his help? That's all she has to say.
He doesn't know what he'll do, necessarily, but...Angel's the smartest person he knows. Surely, between them, they could figure out something.
Though if Connor no longer remembers him, either... ]
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[ But she needs to get away from him, she knows that, as much as it hurts. He doesn't want her around. With Jacob and Charles, things will be much better for him. ]
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People who can talk to him about Earth are probably what he needs right now.
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What is it like, when they lose these little pieces of themselves? The family they've built along their way? Sadly, it probably doesn't feel like anything at all. How can you miss what you've never known? ]
We'll find a way to put it right.
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I don't think I have the right to take that from him...
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If he's going to make a choice, it should be when he knows everything again. Yes?
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The rest of it doesn't matter.
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You will never be him.
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Charles...
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But we'll all do what's best for him. And I know he'd trust us to do so.
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Else I really am no better than him.
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[ It's too much, and it's too complicated, and she can't work out how she feels. Only that it hurts, her heart hurts from wanting him so much, to want to comfort him when he was so worried, but - he didn't want her. He didn't trust. He took nothing from her without deep and unending suspicion. ]
He wouldn't even listen to me. I had to kick a door off his hinges to make him pay attention and not walk away from me. Whatever he wants right now, it's not being here.
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We were all different people before we met each other.
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I'll say. I think I look cuter with a tail.
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